the other side of the pancake

So I have to get this off my chest just cos it pissed me off a fair bit when I herd it and is much as I'm trying to move past it it's all still fresh and I havnt got closure for what happened yet.
I'm talking about what happened at my old place of work
Most of you know the story so I won't rehash what happened. But apperently parents at my old place work properly informed why I left/no longer work there. Which is sad cos I never wanted them to think I don't care and just left without saying goodbye to their children or them espcially since I missed the kids terribly when I was on sick leave. Since leaving I have ran into a few parents who asked me what happened and I glossed by saying it was time for me to move on and a change was as good as a holiday. But all of those parents all went on to rant about the mangememt all without my propmting. I let them rant without comment as that is unprofessional and even though I'm writing this I'm not naming any names or adressing it to any one in particular to be deemed unprofessional.
I since found out that nasty things and lies have been told to parents to semi explain why I was forced to leave explains why I have been given the cold sholder by a lot of friends we share mutally
Yes the winner does take it all
And winners write the history books
But there is always two sides to a pancake no matter how flat it is
And I'm happy with my knowlegde knowing my side of the pancake is the truth even if some times I don't seam like the winner I'm still the one writing the history blogg

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Lost-in-Direction - Road Trip to Canberra

Jenny and I went to her sister-in-laws hens night yesterday. oh my god what a road trip!
the hens night was in Canberra so we drove down for the weekend. we live 2.5 ho0urs drive north of Canberra and had planned to stay at my sister in law's Michelle's place. with the first event being at 12 noon we had left at 8.30 to give us plenty of time to get there and factor getting a bit lost and had time to have a cuppa at Michelle's and get changed before lunch. i had never driven to Canberra so i did not really know how to get to Michelle's place although i had been there a few times now. so Adrian had printed directions of google maps for me.
 i like to think i do have a pretty good scens of direction and can easily find my way again when i do get lost. and when it happens i dont get stressed out and generally work out that im lost early so its not that big a problem
but even with the directions we got lost 2 or 3 times and called Adrian in the mist of a giggling fit to get direction which he couldnt help with. so called Michelle and left a msg on her mobile when she called me back 30 seconds later we had found our way again. and what got us lost was 1 round about that we had taken the wrong exit twice then missed a turn off to the suburb Michelle lives in. simple mistakes, but they were more stressful because we were running late. we had drove through a heavy storm between Bowral and Yass so that had slowed us down and even more so becuase im on my green p's i can still only go 100 km/ph
so in the end it took us 3.5 hours to get to Canberra and arrived at lunch half an hour late.
lunch was very nice we had go to Pialligo Estate Winery ( i didnt taste any wine cos i was driving was dying to taste the rose and resling )
after lunch we went to changed and headed off to after tea held at a house 5 min drive from Michelle's. nice after noon tea and some cool hens night games i have added to  the inventory
then we left early to change again and get a cab form michelle's to dinner at the cbd.
however when we came out on the main rd again to lead us back from Michelle's we went the wrong way and when that rd ended realised i had veared of the rd i though oh it musted of been becuase it was dark and just missed. so we did a uturn and headed back but trouble was when we got back to the street we had turned on to originally we thought we had come to far and u turned again and again ended up at the end of the main rd. that was when we realised we had turned the wrong way originally and when we took the 2nd uturn we had made a mistake so it took us over an hour to get back to Michell's place when it was a 5 min drive. so again we arrived at dinner 30 mins late.
so this sound like we have no directional skills and are complete tragics but it was generally unusual to get that lost that many times for just silly mistakes by me anyway. it is people! everyone just seem to remember the times i get lost or get them lost not the times i drove my self places for  the first time with out directions without getting lost or anything and over all we did well. Canberra dose have confusing exist and roundabouts that are hard to use if you arent used to them.
overall we had a fantastic time and met some great girls and had a good road trip
today on the way home we didnt get lost once and had a good run back

Holiday to the Gold Coast

we went up to the gold coast the first week in august 5 days after my last chemo. what a packed holiday we flew up on saturday and went out to shoooters with kim, andrea and shane we drang soo much thanks to the bar girl who was charging us have price midori illusions without realising it but the next morning didnt feel like i was hung over or anything just a lot tired.
on Tuesday we spent the day at australia zoo. what a zoo!, i had a great day it was fantastic!!! Steve and the Irwins have made a great zoo.
the next day we hired a car and drove up to dream world. after dream world we drove up to andie and shanes house for the night. they live about an hour above dream world driving and ferry across to the island.
on Thursday we went to the movies and had lunch with andrea. and then drove back to our resort.
on Friday we pack in whale watching which was awesome and a 2 hour spar treatments and then the night at draculas with Micheal and Helen. i absolutely love Dracula's and will go there every time i go up to surfers and would love them to bring a show to Sydney!! must see if your in qld or melb
we then flew out on Saturday morning :( over way to soon i was exhausted!

Catching up

well 2 of my besties came down to sydney a few weeks ago its been a yr since i saw them last, of course they also brought their cutie kids too ebony and hayden
we went to dinner so we didnt catch up as much as what i would of liked but we will be in qld ourselves in 20 days (20 days a woo hoo!!)
anyways we corrupted (jen and me ) ebony at dinner. she wanted to be our best friends (how cute!) and i said she had to have a black shirt and brown hair (this was after jamie had commented on how jen and i looked the same with us both wearing black shirts and having the same coloured hair ...he is such a dork) anyways ebony goes and tells andie she needs to now wear black. andrea says omg are you turning my daughter into an emo? we then took her into the bathroom and posed for photos with her

omg we sound like totally perverts...when kim comes down we take photos of ourselves in the bathrooms just up against the walls or the sinks... so we added ebony to this. andrea knew we were going to do this. when we came out i was saying what pics we took to andrea when ebony says "shhs thats our secret...we didnt take any pictures in the bathroom mummy!" lol

Jen and My Fav Pick Up Lines

are we innocent ? hell no lol
are we into each other meh maybe one day lol ;)
this is a chat log that jen and i had almost ten years ago, boredom on a saturday waiting for adrian to come pick us up for a night out at penrith, ahh those where the days

Sat 14/08/99 19:06

End: Sat 14/08/99 20:17

Duration: 71 minutes

Well hello my self I have nothing else to say. So I'm going to say hello HELLO HELLO HELLO HELLO HELLO HELLO HELLO HI HI

ME: HOW YOU DOIN'?

JEN: DON'T TRY AND PICK ME UP THROUGH THE COMPUTER

ME: DID YOU JUST GET OUT OF GOAL?

JEN: NO WHY?

ME: 'COS YOU GOT A CRIMINAL BODY BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JEN: HAVE YOU GOT THE TIME?

ME: IF YOU'VE GOT THE PLACE BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JEN: COME HERE OFTEN?

ME: HAVEN'T I SEEN YOU SOMEPLACE BEFORE?

JEN: LET ME GUESS, CANCER RIGHT?

ME: DID IT HURT WHEN YOU FELL FROM HEVEN?

JEN: WAS YOUR FATHER A ROBBER?

ME: NO WHY?

JEN: 'COS HE STOLE THE STARS FROM HEVEN AND PUT THEM IN YOUR EYES

ME: DO YOU SLEEP ON YOUR STOMACH? (HA HA HA GOT YA THERE BABY)

JEN: NO I DON'T (ACTUALLY I DO!!!!!!!)

ME: THEN CAN I

JEN: WILL YOU SLEEP WITH ME FOR $20 MILLION (HA HA HA GOT YOU BACK)

ME: FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( OOHHHHHHH)

JEN: WILL YOU SLEEP WITH ME FOR 20 CENTS

ME: WHAT KIND OF GIRL DO YOU THINK I AM (IF YOU WERE MICHEAL FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

JEN: WE ALREADY ESTABLISHED THAT WE JUST NEGOTIATING THE PRICE!!!!

ME: IF YOU WERE CHERRY-COLA I'D TASTE YOU ALL NIGHT

JEN: I'VE LOST MY PHONE NUMBER...... CAN I BORROW YOURS

ME: (THAT'S MY ONE MAN) DO YOU HAVE ANY IRISH IN YOU?

JEN: NOPE (HEHEHE!!!!)

ME: WANT SOME??

JEN: IS THAT A LADDER IN YOUR STOCKINGS OR A STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN?

ME: (I DON'T WEAR STOCKINGS BABY!!!!) HAVE I SEEN YOU ON A CORNFLAKES PACKET?

JEN: NO WHY?

ME: 'COS YOU LOOK WHOLESOME TO ME BABY!!!!

JEN: SHALL WE SHAG NOW OR SHAG LATER?

ME: (NOW BABY!!!!!!!!!!!) DO I MAKE YOU HORNY BABY...........? RANDY?

JEN: (YEAH BABY!!!!!!!) DO YOU LIKE THE FLICKS....? ALL GIRLS LIKE THE FLICKS!

ME: DO YOU WANT TO JOIN ME AND MY FRIEND FOR A LITTLE SANDWITCH?

JEN: (WELL I AM A LITTLE PECKISH BABY!!!!!!!!) HAVE YOU GOT THE "TIME"
ME: CAN I DRINK 'YOUR" MILK BABY?

JEN: SHOULD I CALL YOUR MOTHER NOW AND LET HER KNOW YOU WON'T BE HOME TONIGHT???

ME: AM I IN HEAVEN? (AFTER A LONG THINKING PERIOD)

JEN:NO WHY?

ME: 'COS YOUR AN ANGEL BABY!!!

JEN: WANNA JOIN MY SMALL STUDY GROUP????

ME: WANT AN M&M? ....... THERE PEANUT!!!!

JEN:IS IT JUST ME OR IS IT HOT IN HERE?

ME:I THINK I LOVE YOU SO WHAT AM I SO AFRAID OF

JEN: ME???

ME: COMMITNMENT!!!!!

JEN:OH THAT'S ALRIGHT THEN!

ME: WANNA FUCK?

JEN:WELL SINCE U ASKED....

ME: LET'S GO BABY

JEN:YEAH BABY SHAGADELIC!!!!!!!!!!

ME: MEET ME IN MY ROOM IN 5 MINUTES ( 5'S A GOOD NUMBER)

JEN:C YA THERE BABY

ME: 69ER?

JEN: OH BEHAVE!!!!!!!!!

ME: I WON'T BITE ..........HARD

JEN: WHEN YOU PUT IT THAT WAY IT'S SO HARD TO RESIST!!!!!!!!!

ME: I'LL BRING THE CHOCLATE

JEN: I'LL BRING THE HEAT!!!!!!!!

ME: I'LL BRING THE ICE

JEN: YEAH BABY

(FIVE MINUTES LATER) ME:DO U WANT THE LIGHTS ON OR OFF BABY?

JEN: I LIKE TO SEE WHAT I'M DOING

ME:ALRIGHT BABY ( WHY AFRIAD YOU WOUN'T BE ABLE TO FIND "ANYTHING" IN THE DARK?)

JEN: (OF COUSE NOT BABY)

ME: IF I WAS COLUMBUS I'D LIKE TO DISCOVER U ALL NIGHT!

JEN:I SEEMED TO OF LOSSED MY PANTS CAN I JUMP INTO YOURS

LISA:YOU’RE THE MOST BEUATIFUL GIRL IN THE WORLD. FANCY A FUCK!

ANDREA: IS THAT YOUR CLEVAGE OR A ROLLERCOASTER